Born into life
that is like a shadow
who awaits light from the horizon.
I only come
into existence
when you shed light into my way
Once without you I vanish away.
I know that you're far away
I only wish to keep
my eyes on you
in this lifetime I only need
this much.
Just loving you, I'm brave enough
Just secretly loving you, I'm still afraid
I can only remind myself,
who I am
I'm just a fading shadow
Getting only a flicker of light from you
I felt happy just this much,
it's more than enough.
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My beloved. Have you just gotten done bathing?
Wi . . .
Ka (yes)? . . .
I bought you a shirt.
I was thinking of putting it on for you myself.
Why, are you looking at me strangely?
You've been living in Thailand,
but you're pretty modern like the foreign women.
What year is this?
Do you want me to be timid like the women from back in the day?
And also, I haven't seen you in a long time.
I want to be close to you.
Is it wrong?
Oh, Wi . . . it isn't wrong.
I also want to be close to you too.
But we should wait for the right time.
That's better okay.
Ka. (okay)
Oh, so where is my gift?
I thought you would like it so I bought it for you.
It's nice. Lets see.
But I think it's kind of small in the shoulders.
Let me see.
Oh my! If I bought size L, it would have been perfect.
I didn't think your shoulders would be this wide.
My shoulders are 18 inches wide, you know that.
What?
Well, I've told you in my letter and you even knitted a sweater for me.
Did you forget?
A sweater . . .?
Krap. (yes)
A sweater . . .
You really can't remember?
Oh! I remember now.
The sweater . . . the sweater . . .
what color was it . . .
I am so forgetful.
A sweater the color of the horizon. I even sent you a picture.
You really can't remember?
Well! How can I forget the shirt that I knitted with my own hands?
I was just, joking. . .
You're acting too serious.
Nang Bee! You've done it again!
Khun Wi!- Confess it right now!
What did you do behind my back?!
You've been flirting with Khun Mon haven't you?
You're thinking about taking Khun Mon from me aren't you?!
Aren't you?!
I wasn't. I promise, I never thought about taking him from you.
The reason I replied to his letters and knitted things for him
was all under your name.
I was thinking of telling you tonight.
But I didn't think it would be an issue first.
I am sorry.
How long have you been secretly making things and sending them to Khun Mon?
These last 4 years . . .
Since you stopped reading Khun Mon's letters.
I wanted Khun Mon to think that you still loved
and have interest in him.
Remember! That I still love him!
And he's mine, and will only be mines!
Remember that in your head! Nang Bee!
Remember it well!
Dok Asoke means, no misery . . .
It's the flower of happiness. . .
I will give you this Dok Asoke, to be in my place.
To be with you while I am not here . . .
Don't worry Khun Wi
I know very well that Khun Mon belongs to you.
Only you.
A shadow . . . is a reflection that isn't a form.
Without a heart
without feelings
I can only be Khun Wi's shadow.
Since Khun Wi came down here,
a shadow like me has to disappear.
Beeyachat.
Khun Mon. Did you come here for something?
Mother asked me to come and get you.
Hey . . . what are you hiding behind your back?
Nothing. It's nothing.
Let me see it.
There really isn't anything.
Let me see.
You're really hiding something. Let me see it!
No I am not.
Give it here.
Give it.
Khun Ying!
Hey!
Where are you going? Now you dare fool me?
Whose letter is it? Tell me!
It's none of your business.
If you don't tell me, I am doing to hug you like this.
Without letting go.
So what do you say?
Hey, you're body is so cold.
Why? Are you really scared of me?
Stubborn criminal. You confess by
getting hugged, that's it?
Tell me first, whose letter is it?
Let go!
Who sent it to you?!
Let go! A gentlemen shouldn't be nosy to read other peoples letter!
Then tell me
who is this letter from?
Khun Pba Jian ka!
This old trick doesn't work anymore.
You little missy.
Mon!
Pba Jian!
Khun Ying had me come find you.
As for you, follow me.
We have things to discuss.
What were you doing Mon?
Well, Bee was hiding something from me.
I was just,
forcing her to confess.
By hugging and kissing her as if she's your lover?
It isn't like that Pba Jian.
I was just,
Lets just say I have no desires for that conniving girl.
Since you don't have any desires for her,
then stop harassing and taking advantage of her!
Even though bee is an orphan without parents
but she isn't someone from the streets who you can harass.
Do you understand Mon?
Thank you.
I have something to tell you.
Nu . . .
Please give me another chance.
This is the last time.
I won't be able to work.
Hey! Who's the one that threw the paper into my room? Come back here!
"I love you."
What are you doing?
I have something to tell you for the last time.
Before I am going . . .
I am sorry for making you suffer in pain all this time.
I just wanted you to know that
you weren't the only one.
But I was also in pain as much as you were.
Today, even if you don't want to listen
I want you to know
that I love you.
All this time
and I will always love you.
Goodbye Khun Pa.
You're talking to yourself and walking away again.
It isn't fair to me.
You didn't want to see my face anymore, wasn't it?
You like to think things on your own.
Why don't you ever ask me?
You don't want me to go?
You have forgiven me, is that right?
Khun Pa!
Do you think I should forgive you?
You should! You should! You should!
Hey! Go to class, it's time already!
Hurry up.
You have forgiven me, haven't you?
Thank you for not being mad at me anymore.
Hey! I said go to class! Hurry!
I will punish you!
What is there to eat today?
Oh Madam, today everything looks delicious.
Khun Wi- I mean Khun Bee made
the pepper sauce with shrimp paste, boiled vegetables and Kang Lieng with fresh shrimp.
How terrible . . .
who prepared these things?
I brought some really delicious food for Khun Pba
why didn't you prepare it?
Why is there only vegetables and "grass" on the table huh?!
Or did you keep it to eat yourself?
Bee! Nang Bee!
Yes, Khun Wi?
Take these weird stupid vegatables off the table.
And bring the sausages, nam and fried pork skin
that I bought for Khun Ying Pba. Put them on the table instead.
But Khun Wi . . .
What "but"? Go do it!
Don't, Nu Bee.
My health isn't well,
eating vegetables and "grass" is good. It doesn't burn my throat.
If I eat nam, sausages or fried pork skin
I'll die quicker.
Khun Ying . . .
Mother, Wi was being considerate.
Oy! If she was being considerate then think about what you bring for people next time.
Don't forget that you're buying it for someone who's health isn't well.
Alright, that's okay. She doesn't know
because she didn't care and tend to me in over 10 years.
How could she know what I can and cannot eat. Unlike Nu Bee
she cares and tend to me the whole time. She would know well.
Alright, Nu Bee. Serve the rice, dear.
I see the dipping pepper sauce
and I am drooling already.
It looks really delicious. It also smells good.- Come and sit P'Jian.
Nu Bee . . . sit down.
Sit down right next to Pba Jian.
Ka? (yes?)
From now on
I want you to eat with me.
But Khun Pba ka, Nang Bee is only a servant.
If she sits with the rest of us, it'll be disrespectful.
I want Nu Bee to sit and eat along with me.
If you are disgusted
and don't want to eat with a servant
you can go and eat anywhere else, I wouldn't mind.
Khun Ying Pba, are you chasing me away?
Wi! Wi, don't. Wi.
Wi doesn't have a problem.
Lets eat and not argue about a servant.
Art..
Go and bring utensils and a plate for Khun Beeyachat.
Bee, come dear. Come and sit. I am hungry, come sit.
Who are you here to see?
You were the one that picked up my call weren't you?
You. . .-
I have called Khun Wi many times
and every single time you keep saying she's not home! Not home!
What does that mean huh?!
Khun Wiyada really isn't home.- Where did she go?!
I can't-
I can't tell you.
Where did she go?!
Khun- Khun Wi told me not to tell
you. Really.
Watch out.
I will slap and teach you a lesson like a slave!
I didn't know that you, Khun Kadechai, were aquainted with my daugher Wi.
I don't just know her sir.
Between Khun Wiyada and I
you can call it, being really close.
Oh really?
But its strange, I've never
seen Wi go anywhere with you.
Madam, Wiyada and I
have met up many times.
But you and your husband, just didn't know about it.
Right now, Wi isn't home.
I don't know when she will be back.
She went to Bangkok to visit her betroth.
Fiance?! That means Khun Wiyada has a fiance?!
That's right. They've been engaged since they were children.
Monthai has everything, both Education and Social Status.
And right now he has graduated from abroad.
Wi then went to go visit.
I think she might get married and stay as a madam at the Mahartawet House.
She might not even come bak to Chiangmai again.
So you have a new target now, you conniving girl.
No wonder you dare leave your husband.
Do you think I'd let you get away easily.
Nang Wiyada!
Khun Mon ka . . .
Will it be okay?- It will be fine.
Believe me Wi.
A moment ago, you saw
how she was
chasing me away from the dinner table.
She doesn't love me.
But she loves and adores Nang Bee.
That's why you must fight.
My Wi is this adorable. I believe that
if you are close to and can tend
to mother, she will love and adore you
more than that girl Bee.
Oh love,
it has start from which beginning
Did it happen in the heart
or did it happen in the brain, think it through.
Khun Ying Pba ka . . .
What is it Nu Wi, coming all the way to my bedroom?
I came to read to you.
I heard Khun Mon say that you
like to be read to, before bedtime.
You probably don't have to, Wi. Normally it's Bee's duty anyway.
Bee isn't good at it.
She's good at handwork
like sewing and knitting, things that don't require using the brain.
With reading and such, she can't beat me.
Bee, you can go where ever you want now.
I'll read it myself.
Hey, Wi . . .
that's alright. It's okay P'Jian. Changing the reader sometimes, is a good thing.
Wi was being considerate.
Then, I'll continue reading . . .
Wait. I am getting bored
of this novel. Can you bring me another one?
Sure. Which one?
Go to the room downstairs
on the uppermost level of the bookshelf
there's a red colored novel . . .
For you, that novel is perfect.
Alright.
Why does she have to make me come down and get one?!
How troubling! Why not just listen to what you already have!
How bothersome! You old lady!
The red novel . . .
Got it.
"Sombath Pudee" - "Good Manners"
OH! You crazy old witch!
Are you cursing me?! Are you cursing me?!
Khun Mon! Khun Mon! You have to help me!
I've done everything!
But Khun Pba Ying doesn't accept me!
Khun Pba Ying is mad and hates me!
That isn't true! There must be a misunderstanding.
But she intentionally had me come down to get a novel
on "Good Manners"!
She intentionally wants to chastise me!
Khun Pba Ying and Pba Jian, both doesn't like me!
Before I came down here
Nang Bee has probably persuade Khun Pba Ying
to see me as something strange already!
Anything that I do doesn't please her!
Wi, please be patient.
I will make mother and Pba Jian
see the real conniving Bee!
Wi, believe me.
The next verse then?
That's enough, Nu Bee.
I am getting sleepy. Take me to the bed.
I'll continue to do this in my room then.
Sure.
Beeyachat. Come here.
What is it Mon?
I have something to discuss with Beeyachat.
You look like you've eaten a wasp's nest.
So, whatever you want to say just say it here.
Don't need to go somewhere else.
What is it then Mon?
What has Bee done that displeased you again?
There isn't anything . . . I just wanted to know
how Beeyachat fooled you, mother.
So much that you adore and love her.
And has forgotten Wiyada the "niece" that you love so so much.
Oh! So this means your beloved Wiyada ran to tattle to you, is that right?
It's true Pba Jian!
So what, Beeyachat.
Tell me, what did you put
into my mother's food
for her to be so fond of you!
Ha! What is it Nu Bee. Tell him.
I have never put anything in Khun Ying's food.
Besides, my love.
Ha! How is that?
Here, so what if your mother adores
Bee because she has been taking care of her.
You should remember and go tell your lover
so she doesn't throw tantrums.
Oh! Mother, Pba Jian!
Whatever the servant does, it's all good isn't it?!
Both you and Pba Jian is head over heals for Beeyachat and blind!
Hey hey, here now.
I say you're the one that is blind
You can't see what's a real diamond
and what's a fake pearl.
Go where ever you want. And next time don't bother me with these things.
I am going to sleep.
Go! Go be crazy elsewhere!
Look look look look at what he's doing. Doesn't respect the elders at all.
Being blind from adoration.
Stay with Khun Ying alright dear. Don't think too much.
Bee. Don't mind what he said.
Just think of it like he's a crazy person
that way, you won't be sad.
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Khun Mon!
You conniving missy!